9/25/06

Wish I could be a rockstar. Wish I could spend all my time crafting my art and making a nest of a studio that would call to my imagination at all hours. Trying hard to focus on learning how to teach art to kids, but all I can think about is that I need to find my own art voice again first. Need to find it, grab it, run with it, throw it, get messy with it and learn what's worth saying, what questions are worth asking. Strangely feel my headspace has not been my own as of late. I feel like if I could shoot ink out of my palms, that's how I want to paint. Feel like I could be my own best teacher right now, but that wouldn't be practical. My art wants to be as big as a room.